I had taken an old iPhone I wasn't using anymore and downloaded apps. I felt so slutty and hot to be wearing a thong and taking pictures I knew I would eventually be sending to the man who would fuck me.Īfter I had done that I was ready for the next step, to find the right guy. My cock was leaking precum from this photo shoot I was having. I started to take pictures of myself in various positions. Especially since I was freshly shaved the thong riding up felt pleasurable. Girls I had talked to always whined about wearing thongs saying things like "ugh you don't understand how uncomfortable it is to have a string riding up your butt all day" but when I was wearing it i loved the feeling. I remembered I had a pair of my exes panties that she left at my house and I put those on. After that I started feeling pretty sexy. I didn't like the hair look and wanted who ever would fuck me to enjoy the smoothness of me. So the first thing I did was groom myself. I had been waiting for this a long time but wanted it to be worth it. It was kinda in the style of Justin Bieber when he was younger.
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My skin was pale white covered in freckles. All my female exes would compliment me on my ass and grab it so I knew it would something nice. It was a nice plump bubble butt that I could jiggle really well. My body would be so excited I started to shake and have shivers.Īt this time I was 22 years old. I would finally get to try something I had wanted for a couple of years. I was sad for a little bit as I had feelings for the girl but a part of me was a little excited. Every now and then I'd think about it but would never want to cheat on my girlfriend so I said if we were ever to break up I would finally do it.Ī couple months go by and we finally break up. I found myself in a couple straight relationships so the urge to explore wasn't there. When I would watch those videos I would cum harder than just watching straight videos.Īnd I've never acted on a fantasy I had. It didn't take that long to find hundreds of videos of white boys doing exactly what I was fantasizing about. I wanted to see what it would be like for a white boy to take a BBC. Instead of searching for Male-Female interracial videos I looked up gay interracial videos. I soon became jealous that these girls could receive them but I couldn't. How muscular they were, how dark their skin was, how big their cocks were. Then instead of focusing on the girls I would focus on the men. Hearing them say naughty things about how they were sluts for black cock and their white boyfriends just didn't compare moaning for more. Seeing girls cream all over those dark shafts. I would watch them and see how much pleasure these white girls were getting from those thick long black cocks. Now instead of getting turned off by seeing it, I found myself only masturbating to interracial videos. Any time I would be looking at porn and saw a thumbnail of an interracial video it would make me angry and almost instantly turn me off. It messed with my head for a while after. So it really felt like a betrayal to find this out. It hurt particularly more because throughout the relationship she would tell me how she was never attracted to black guys at all.
She would never admit it but snooping over twitter I was able to put two and two together and realize she had slept with him. She would later go on to cheat on me with this big black mall security guard.
Eventually she stopped seeing me as a boyfriend and just a kid even though I was 18.
She got a job at a mall and was constantly surrounded by older people. But when she went to college and I wasn't yet. I was dating a female.įor the first year of our relationship everything was pretty normal. It starts before I would actually end up losing my virginity. I wanted to give some backstory and that's kind of long but I assure you the read is worth it. This is the true story of how I lost my anal virginity to Big Black Cock. Losing My Virginity to BBC by DLBottom4BBC ©